The unbelievable news (part 2 )

To all my friend , I admitted that i had a crush or secret love with someone and I had the feel toward him since last year . On that time , no one had knew the news until the end year holiday . But one day of November 2008 , people started to know the story of me . They asked whether I had a feeling with someone . At the beginning , just only 9 people knew it but now more than the figure that had been mention knew about the story ( one of my friend spread the news ) . I really don't know whether he knew it or not , but as i said previously , he really was a pass to me . It take some time for me to forget about . I just recovered from it a few month back . I still remember , there is one day a few month back , when i was MSN with him . Out of sudden he ask why I'm so broken heart . Then i told him that just my feeling towards someone . Then he started to ask me who is the guy . On that time , i was blank on the spot . I really don't know what answer should i give , but at last he gave up to ask me who is the guy . Actually on that time , he already had a girl friend which was my friend and now both of them already broken . Although i knew that both of them already breaking up , i don't felt any happy at that moment . I think may be I'm not miss him so much . Anywhere I also will bless him .


One thing i had learn from it was a secret could been shared by many , there will be someone , who will betray your trust . The feeling which been betray by your friend is pity compared to others . Friendly speaking , i had been betray by friends many time , no one will know how i felt so this is one of the cause that why sometime I would not prefer to share my story with my friend . Because of this , this thing led me toward depression which i already get it since Form 1 .

The unbelievable news (part 1 )

This news was heared from my friend which about the storry of me . He said that most of everyone of them knew the storry . I was wonder , who will spread the news arround 。 After my investigation , i get the conclusion . She was the one who spreaded the news arround . May be he also will knew about it.But whatever that already was a pass to me . To be continue .....

A pity feeling

What was meant by love ? Did anyone could give the answer ? Do we really need to be brave to face our feeling ? These are the question that someone may face it . It is a pity feeling that you already know the one you love he /she behind is falling in love with others .It is a hard feeling that you love someone behind of them .......

First time at here

Nothing in this world is impossible , as long that we still alive , there still a hope . This is my first time at here . Actually i having another blog but is in Chinese , because sometime i can not really express my feeling in English so i will wrote it in my Chinese blog .